Hello!

deathline deadline

iskall typ - environmental media concept from anwar suhaimi on Vimeo.

i submitted a rough cut, not this. And my interactive doesnt work. T__T i dont want to repeat the subject.

now for the moles

deathline, 2009

these bad frame renders killed my batches, need to pick them out like finding a strand of hair inside a needle box. Geez, looks good too. Oh nvm, i thank blue, irwan, naz, aman and hariz for letting me have my thing rendered.

This might not be my best work ever but i struggled alot in this. Its not as important as my friends and i know, i couldnt ever find happiness in hardwork, not without these people

scha for lots of things
hakim heehe
yeen, elynn, nad sbb random
michelle
chyi leng lui & hongyi cutie
kenny because he said we dont live long, ym je pon
raymond and hui bing for what to do if we got lost heidi for being an idol
mia for reminding us to go for class
ilsa sbb really, i look up to him
kdo pasai boxer, pakai sampai sekarang kot
ijat

you fellahs who cares T___T

death on the deadline for others like me

study 1.0 from anwar suhaimi on Vimeo.

the very first video upload!!!

oh seronoknya main main masa buat kerja!
(so fun jizzing ah leng chai)

fffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!

have mercy lads and lasses, it wont hurt ya if we get to buy ourselves alilbit o time

@__@ godspeed me!!!

3008, 2000 and late

untitled
2009

Ive been pumping my fyp for a while now and to be honest, im not even close to half done. So yeah, been modelling, stinkin shit and currently figuring how to get human figures for my scene yada yada.

and i thought id settle down for my previous environmental human figures from poser which is poly heavy. So i tried to reduce them until it became like the above because thats what we do, tweak until things get ugly. like celebrities.

It reminds me of textbooks from the 90’s when i was in school. Cheeky yeah, but kinda nice. Thanks to the too much editing.

will dump it in sketchbook, and will work on it after fyp thing =)

bust

My wacom is busted;
busted is, my wacom;
i need a new wacom;
wacom, please come dangling to me.

Dont make me post this to 300 other tumbledudes/duddettes so i can scram the nightmares that are haunting me away and hope that my wish (and other wishes) comes true.

thats why i dont have anything new to post on plus to the fact that i AM not good with words and i dont want to sound like not-a-year-over-15 that i am.

ehem excuses*

if, IF by some miracle a good hearted samaritan buys me a wacom (it would be great if its a wacom 4 wide, not that im demanding) without questioning what will i make out of it or asking me to draw em hentai(s), i would probably post a new digital painting of my life’s frustration online at the speed of bruce lee’s fist travelling from point A to point B.

FUCK

ps:// really, when i was a kid, some other kids being perverted as they are now asked me to draw them nude pictures; i have no problems with that but helooo?

The Paradox of our Time

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msbojangles:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to
life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.

We’ve done larger things, but not better things. We’ve cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.

We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

-George Carlin

Thought that toothfairies and sandman getting old somewhere together

Hiya,

Ive been on hiatus for quite awhile thanks to yeeearss of procrastination. Honestly, i was in agony therefore i rarely make personal work in these past few years and its weird that i found myself pretty much busy though i dont even know what im busy with. Seeing others blooming made me feel essentially left behind. So here i am trying to make up to it. =D

There is more coming to this site and im still working on it (though currently theres nothing to ogle. sorry). I cant make any promises BUT i would certainly struggle for this.

I am now on the very end of my studies and im working on a major final year project. i dont know if its really exciting or downright depressive to graduate but nevertheless, im pretty much raved for my vengeance on my wasted years.

=)